Happy Nyu Year : D ~ !

Also thanks for the Daily! Scored higher than last time too.

GET READY FOR WORDS...

Anyways a lot of big things went on and happened within the last year or so. Both with my family but also around these internet circles. 2021 was a crazy year really not like other years for me. I basically was not in a good state for a lot of it, but when I was, it was very good :) . A rollercoaster of a year for me speaking, probably for anyone reading too. I graduated high school at least, but without any plan for what I wanted to do after, but I'm starting to piece things together now. I am trying to regain my motivation back to do things outside of the internet.

CokeVentures 6!!!

It's probably coming out this year. Maybe during the summer. I can get to it and a few other projects soon. Last year was kind of a rut. I hope I can do more episodes of this though. I had a good start to the making of the episode, but progress slowed down cause I didn't record all the lines for a few months, I'm gonna try to finish the storyboard soon cause it's almost been a year since the script was written. I wanna try and work on composition of shots and posing characters though. Are We Friends? really didn't have very good posing. Also progress for storyboard is like half-way through (i think) so not much to worry about.

Little rant about art?...

(I might remove or edit if none of my points got through or make any sense. it's really late!!!)

I've been thinking a lot about life and death recently. Mostly about the amount of time you really have on this flat map (i'm a flat earther btw) and that has been motivating me recently to want to improve at what I do. I started to have a little bit of a fear of stagnating and not growing, Just being content with the current way I make things. Also over the last month i've been thinking about why I make art to begin with. Like what sort of benefit does being hunched over a sock drawer and sometimes desk for hours at a time bring? I think it brings me joy. Not in the moment mind you, my back usually hurts (artist meme XDD) but satisfaction in that something was done, finished. Although sometimes I feel like I've been letting my cartoons just go up unfinished recently, but otherwise finished. I really don't wanna rely on short-term dopamine rushes, but long-term goals. I'd rather feel like shit while making something but have the final product come out great than just be fine and have it come out okay but not good. Although there are a few products where I felt like shit and the product ended up shit too so.. uhh... moot sentence and point debunked?? idk. Anyway have a horrible terrible no-good day ;n; (i'm lying have a good day!!!!)

~byebye!!